blog of mine has taken a bit of a back seat. Hurry up and Write is where I focus
on the writing side of my life, whereas Finding True Balance is a bit more personal
and introspective. I don't really care if anyone reads this one. It's more a way for
me to stay accountable to myself in various areas of my life. First of which is my
relationship with God. Am I keeping my focus on Him? That is a great question
to ask oneself each day. It's so easy to get caught up in the "cares of this world,"
and lose sight of what is most important - God, family, and those around me,
next - working on my writing, keeping up with the housework and exercising.
Today, in an effort to live out the "balanced" idea, I decided to meet my little sister
for a serious stroller walk (it has been a while since I worked out). We had a great
walk and were able to catch up. Balancing between spending time with my
kids, husband, extended family and friends can be a challenge. Of course, my kids
and husband get the majority of my attention, but it is harder to stay connected with
even my sisters, let alone friends. I was so thankful for the time to talk while the
kids were somewhat occupied, strapped in my double jogger, watching for
wildlife. Afterwards, my sister being a Starbucks junkie, we stopped for an iced
drink after our nearly 4 mile walk to rest. We loaded my kids up with Cheerios and
juice and then parted ways.
Upon arriving home, my husband pulled up into the driveway as well. I had forgotten
he had to split up his day at work so he could run an evening report. With the kids
needing to run the juice out of their systems, we let them loose in the backyard. The
chaos was complete once my 95 pound boxer mix was let out into the yard. My
husband then informed me we have a mole problem. Showing me an area where
the ground was upheaved a bit with dead grass atop it, he stomped the area down
with his shoe.
To our surprise, 5 - 6 baby bunnies came racing out and scattered in various
directions. Hobbes (our dog) tore after one in a flash. I heard something that sounded
like a squeaky toy and realized it was a baby rabbit in my dog's mouth. We screamed
for him to "Drop it," and "Leave it." Finally, he released the little lump of fur, and it fell to
the earth. I was horrified. The little animal was still breathing but appeared to have a
broken leg. After Jason put the baby rabbit in a box, I found the number of a local
wildlife clinic and left it there with a grim prognosis. The woman informed me the
rabbit was severely injured and may not make it, but at least I had given it the
best possible chance. I thought it had only suffered a broken leg. Saddened by the
news of the little fur ball's condition, I returned home to my little crew. I know it's just
a baby rabbit and that they die frequently in the wild, but I've always had empathy
for cute furry things.
How does this story relate to the idea of being balanced? It doesn't really, unless
you take from it the lesson that crazy scenarios can happen in life, and one must
be flexible. My day was turned upside down by the trauma of seeing my dog use
a living animal as a chew toy and then having to deliver the animal to someone
who can hopefully nurse it back to health.
In the midst of our attempts to live the best, most balanced lives we can, life happens.
Crazy things can interfere with our day to day lives. We must take them all in stride
and trust our Creator to take care of what we can't. Even more, we must trust Him
to help us with even the stuff we think we can handle on our own. Though we each
may have a plan for our day, we may never know when wild baby rabbits may
surface and race through it.
may have a plan for our day, we may never know when wild baby rabbits may
surface and race through it.
"Trust in the LORD, and do good;
dwell in the land and befriend faithfulness.
Delight yourself in the LORD,
and he will give you the desires of your heart.
Delight yourself in the LORD,
and he will give you the desires of your heart.
Commit your way to the LORD;
trust in him, and he will act.
He will bring forth your righteousness as the light,
and your justice as the noonday."
trust in him, and he will act.
He will bring forth your righteousness as the light,
and your justice as the noonday."
Psalm 37: 3-6, ESV
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